...I had a job that I could use my art-like-skills....
Making commercial ads, boxes designs for fittings, heating systems, airconditioning and other shit kills the creativity in me.
Future looks like a big black hole that sucks all of your attention, pins your focus and you cant stray from "work for bread" attitude.
The miserable bastard that I am - I should try to be less lazy, conformistic, unwilling underachiver.
Plust theres my Body...
...feeble, frail and rotting
descending
I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing
don't want it